Well, I am back. I have been back for about two weeks now. Back in America, back in the company of my family and friends, back in my office, where all of my books and ministry tools are, back in the comfort of my bed and the presence of my dear family. I’m back. Back from the red dirt and sweat that constantly covered me in Uganda. Back from the smells and sights that are uniquely Ugandan: the smell of burning fields for instance, that remind me of a certain burning substance I used to smell at parties before I knew the Lord (I sat in a worship service in Jinja and mentioned to someone that I had not smelled that smell in church since the tent days at Calvary Chapel Costa Mesa). I am back from the yellowed eyes and flashing smiles of the beautiful Ugandan orphans I met. Back from the intermittent to non-existent electricity and the sight of boda-boda motorcycles clogging the streets. I guess I am really back.
It’s always an adjustment when I come back from a mission trip (especially one to the Third World). People don’t go on trips like this for their own benefit or to see change happen in their own lives (at least they shouldn’t). But somehow, the missionaries are always impacted and never the same. I have not known anyone who has gone as a missionary to the poor and hurting people of the world and come back unchanged. A trip to Uganda, or Bangladesh, or El Salvador, Or Tijuana gives you some perspective. I know it does for me anyway. It leaves me thinking about what really matters in life and what is really just a distraction. It makes me view my own situation of wealth and comfort in the States, with different eyes. There is the temptation to feel guilty for how I have been blessed and even a nagging desire to chuck it all and go live a simpler life in another place, where a little love, a little money, a little effort can go a long way to changing a life. I have come to realize that when we Americans speak of being blessed, by comparison to the underprivileged of the world, we are usually thinking in terms of material things like money, homes, cars and toys. Or we may be thinking about less tangible things like families, political freedom, education, and the like. And of course, those things are wonderful blessings, if we see them as coming from God and intended for His wonderful purposes. But unfortunately, for many of us, these things have blinded us to what really matters. How many hours do I sit in front of my big screen T.V.? How much of my attention goes to rooting for my favorite sports team or surfing the web for no apparent reason, or shopping for more stuff? It is sobering when I think about it. And I pray that God will help me to overcome the waste in my life and truly live for Him 24/7.
But I also need to remember that God has seen fit to place me where He has placed me and to give me the life He has given me. I am called to live for Him wherever I do it. While so many of the people of Uganda suffer from poverty, malnutrition and disease; we wealthy Americans, with our great medical care, comfort, education and opportunity have our own challenges to overcome. Americans are often blinded by our circumstances to the point where we find it difficult to focus on God. After all, there are so many distractions here! Someone in Uganda warned me about the culture shock I would experience back home. I wasn’t sure what was meant by that. But now I know. When I got back here, I hit the ground running. Everything here happens so fast and there is a non-stop conveyor belt that brings things our way, one after the other. It is hard to find a moment of solitude; not because such moments are unavailable, but because such moments are somehow less enticing than the busyness and rush I have built into my life. For example, as I type this, I am sitting in a Starbucks near my home. I am waiting for a church member to arrive for a meeting we have scheduled. Starbucks has much of what I need to get my work done: a place to plug in my laptop, free internet, and lots of coffee. Here, there is a constant line of people coming and going (most of them in a hurry). As I watch them come and go, I wonder where they are coming from and where they are going. Are their worlds thin and empty or are their lives filled with significance, by the God who loves them. Of course, I know that God created them for significance, but too often, they have bought into the lie that the things that don’t matter much, are all that really matter. I long for God’s touch in their lives as much as I long for God to transform the Ugandan church and heal Ugandan orphans. After all, this is where God has placed me today. These are the people He has called me to love and serve today.
And while I pray about how to address the problems in Uganda, I need to be more focused than ever on how to address the hurt and need in the lives of the people around me today. Here’s the bottom line: God has called us all to be missionaries and we are already in the mission field. I want to serve Him well today in the field in which has placed me . I pray that you will do the same. As we walk this walk, I know that God will change our lives and change the world through us. After all when you walk with Jesus, it is always and adventure!








